My Sick Mind
15. SelfHarmer. Days Clean of Cutting: 0. *trigger warning*
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i haven’t posted on this blog in a while, i’m sorry. :x everything has been so hectic. but i will no longer be posting on this blog, it’s not personal for me anymore so i’m making a newer more anonymous one where i can let out my feelings without worrying about my real-life friends finding out. again, if you want it just message me un-anon. <3
making a new blog soon. :x message me un-anon if you want the new one.
the moment you see a blade and your first thought is cut. the moment you see a flame and your first thought is burn. the moment you’re up high and your first thought is jump. the moment you look at medicine and your first thought is how many it would take to overdose. the moment you are in a crowded room and your first thought is I’m all alone. the moment you wake up and your first thought is I can’t take this anymore.
woah .. this is me
(Source: t0teslegit, via another-lie-that-i-carry-on)
It’s a bad mentality, but it’s a hard one to get rid of.
sometimes I wish I could just express it.
I wish you realized, that little bit of sadness you see, is nothing to whats tearing me apart.
you only see what I let you.
youve never seen me fall apart.
I want so bady to let you see how much im hurting.
but I just dont know how to let myself not be okay infront of you, im supposed to be the strong one, ya know?
but this pain is eating me alive.
and i just dont know where to go from here,
except to a blade or running to another attempt
^^^^
(Source: eerie-irrelevant)
