15. SelfHarmer. Days Clean of Cutting: 0. *trigger warning*
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i haven’t posted on this blog in a while, i’m sorry. :x everything has been so hectic. but i will no longer be posting on this blog, it’s not personal for me anymore so i’m making a newer more anonymous one where i can let out my feelings without worrying about my real-life friends finding out. again, if you want it just message me un-anon. <3
making a new blog soon. :x message me un-anon if you want the new one.
woah .. this is me
(Source: t0teslegit, via another-lie-that-i-carry-on)
It’s a bad mentality, but it’s a hard one to get rid of.
sometimes I wish I could just express it.
I wish you realized, that little bit of sadness you see, is nothing to whats tearing me apart.
you only see what I let you.
youve never seen me fall apart.
I want so bady to let you see how much im hurting.
but I just dont know how to let myself not be okay infront of you, im supposed to be the strong one, ya know?
but this pain is eating me alive.
and i just dont know where to go from here,
except to a blade or running to another attempt
^^^^
(Source: eerie-irrelevant)